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;and yes. its the song by Noah and the whales. and so; life goes on. 

life had been a complete mess lately. i guess with so many commitments things can really get messy and out of hand. so probably 9 months ago, i started in my new day job. things was cool. but i just felt that it isn't the right place. not just yet. but still, nonetheless, i wouldn't regret my decision. i never will. this was a good opportunity but probably for the wrong person. things have been so demotivating. if its not for the good people here, i would have been gone by now. 

;just ended my exams from school. it was shit. not that the paper was difficult. it was in fact easy. easy for those who studied. it clashed with my sister's wedding. so although its none of my business, i wasn't in the mood and didn't have the quality time to study! somehow, all her stuff was always interfering with my school stuff. first it was the law test, now its my finals. i don't need a god grade, just a pass this time! seriously~ i was even clueless for the multiple choice questions! praying hard. because i don't want to see the same lecturer for the same modules ever again. 

;anyway, the last time i written a post, it was in july, 5 months ago. and the post before that was a new year post. and soon i will be expecting my next post to be a new year resolution posting again. time flies isn't it. it was yesterday that i went to hong kong, thailand, started work, attended graduation and stuff. 

;its december now. suppose to be a happy month for all. i will be happy too. (: 

;i like working in orchard road. because even if you work late, when you are going home there will be the christmas lighting greeting you and lit the path back home. i would even walk to the next station to take a train back home just to enjoy the lights. another reason why i like working here. because its close to home. XD 25 minutes if i were to get here by public transport, 15 minutes by car. BUT! if there's an opportunity else where, i will go for it. even if its in tuas. i mean we should all look at the big picture right. if its worth while, i'm willing to relocate for the company. but of course under the expense of the company right. i'm not rich.

;i'm dying to go overseas right now. but no more leave to take. only left with one full day. so couldn't join both jies on their trip to bangkok again. yes, i just went there this march, but i'm dying to take a plane and just fly somewhere. but anyway, i'm guessing i wouldnt be celebrating my 21st. i think i will rather go for a long getaway. in need of one but don't think i will have enough cash to fulfill both wants. so i will just go for the one need! travelling. maybe if i can manage to go alone, i will go thailand. if not i'm guessing taiwan. but dont really feel like going there. like no feel. korea also got no feel. maybe japan? but expensive because the cost is already high to go over and their standard of living is also high. so its like expensive double max. maybe for my birthday next year i will be at a different company and maybe they will sponsor me a trip to maldives? oh well, fat hopes and dream on. i will go venice in my dream. don't waste the trip. :D might as well right.

;anyway back to the top, well i am not not happy with my job. just not satisfied i guess. although i still do not know what i want in life. but definitely somewhere whereby everyone is happy to be here. a vibrant place where everyone greets you with a smile. with people who enjoy their work. and people who really smile because they are happy. happy from the inside. its different when people smile just for smiling or momentarily. i like people smile because they are happy. would be good if its their work that makes them happy! best of both worlds isn't it. 

;so this is a shot i took with my lousy 3gs at orchard road the other day. and speaking of which, my bloody phone is going kuku. it deleted all my contacts. or maybe i was asleep and deleted everything. but i have no recollections of it at all. its alright, im looking into changing my phone next month, after the 9th. don't think i will be looking at another apple phone. feel so cheated by them all the time. always making it's fans wait and wait. APPLE! I WILL NOT BE MANIPULATED BY YOU! AT LEAST NOT WITH AN IPHONE 4S! so i will be looking at either a HTC HD or sensation or something or an Samsung Galaxy S 2! like evolved pokemon. i will do my research after i finish doing christmas cards! 

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